I hope all the mommas out there had a good Mother’s Day  I wanted to make my return to blogging yesterday, but my site had something else in mind.  This morning things are back to normal (a bit) so I’m ready to dive in.

Motherhood has changed my life completely and I feel like I keep saying the same things over and over. I don’t think I’m that interesting or what I do is anything special. But there are people who still follow me, who are interested in the journey, and just want to know. I need to share those moments if you want to know about them.

The truth is: I haven’t been motivated. I haven’t really been meal prepping anything serious. I’ve been doing my workouts, but it’s just been a bit different. It’s all seemed pretty routine. I haven’t strayed from the familiar. I use to live outside of my comfort zone and now I find myself retreating in it because it’s just easier.

Those are not the things I believe in or talk about, but it’s what I’ve been doing.

I’ve been bored.  I’ve been living in the mundane and I want to get away from that.

I’m probably being too critical of myself, but I must admit that I’ve made a lot of excuses.  I need to make time to do things, even if it’s just an hour before I go to sleep.  I have a bit of wasted time throughout the day and I plan on utilizing that time for good.

I miss writing.  I miss experimenting. I miss running but I at least do that when I can.  Most importantly, I miss hearing other people’s stories and spreading a positive message on the internet.  It’s all escaped me because I’ve retreated.  And just maybe, I haven’t been taking as good of care of myself as I should.

I’m not saying things are going to change overnight, but I am making the steps to make a change.  Lucky for you, I blog and you’re going to be apart of it it.  Together we will bring me back to a BETTER place because you are my tribe…and I might need a tiny bit of help.

I’ve just realized, I can’t do things the way I use to do them.  I have to find new ways to make get me to the places I want to go.

I still have been active on my social media, well at least on Instagram. I don’t really use Facebook or Twitter that much, but I need to get better about it.  I don’t know what kind of posts on my other socials and I really miss YouTube.  I’m thinking about doing some videos. Just follow my socials and please keep up with me.

Change is coming.